Well, summer's about to end and the college trips are only becoming more and more frequent. I'm just trying to get a handle on things (particularly my brain) before everything starts rolling. It'll be one hell of a senior year and all I have to do is make it through without snapping. I've been trying to calm myself down, just relax and worry about the future a little less. With time maybe I'll get there, until then I'll hang onto the last bits of sanity that I have. I am being melodramatic however, so in short I just have to find the right things to do with myself so that I feel like I'm getting my thoughts, ideas, and energy directed into the right places. Nothing eases tension like a good use of the self. It's all about taking that first step.